Few things bring me greater joy than sharing the amazing work of my author friends. Maria Ann Green is a brilliant, talented, and amazing author who’s book captivate and enthrall me. I cannot wait to dive into her new book, I Would Never … But if I Did.
AND check out this gorgeous cover she designed!
About the book:
Taryn Sams doesn’t believe in love. Period. Every time she’s gotten close, her happiness has been ripped from her, proving once again the only thing worth believing in is the inevitability of her own – and others – screw-ups.
For Austin Wright, Taryn is the one who got away. But really, if he’s honest with himself, he pushed her away, with one hard shove. He did the one thing he told her he never would do and shattered both of their hearts. But it’s been years since then, and somehow Austin and Taryn found a way to be friends, albeit dysfunctional ones.
Theo Evans is the other man in Taryn’s life. He’s also Austin’s best friend. But, to be fair, he’s been in love with Taryn longer. He accepts Taryn as she is, broken, and he’s willing to do whatever it takes to be the one she chooses in the end.
Taryn isn’t the only one with someone else in her life. Austin has a girlfriend he’s trying to see a future with even though she can’t live up to those that came before. Yet they keep coming back together like magnets, unable to resist the pull to each other. Taryn continues her relationship with Theo while starting up again with Austin, willing to give him one more shot though not willing to let go of Theo just yet. While juggling the two men, she’s hoping that her once-bitter heart will eventually open up and tell her who to choose, hoping that she isn’t deluding herself yet again about what’s real and what’s possible.
Can love win Taryn over, or will she screw up her own life yet again, and the lives of at least three others in the process?
*Content Warning: Sexual content, alcohol and drug use, depression, and language*
“I would never cheat on her, but if I did, it would only be with you.”
stupid, insensitive words, from who-the-fuck-knows how long ago, a
lifetime—from a couple girlfriends ago—feel more and more like I imagined them.
And still, I can’t let go; they rattle and clank but just won’t leave. So I tip
the bottle of booze back, taking another long pull. And I shouldn’t be
surprised when I have to bite back both the gag and mouthful of saliva that
follow way too quickly. At this point, it’s almost instant. But I am. Though,
after some quick swallowing and a violent shudder, I’m pretty sure it’s not
coming back up.
don’t even know why I’m thinking about him, about that, I forget what brought it up this time. But something always
does, and, every time, those memories lead to nights like this.
between the bottle in my hand and Maicy eyeing me like I’m a glass on the edge
of a shelf, too close to falling, to shattering, I can’t take it. I just can’t.
No thank you.
So I take another drink, intending to get drunk.